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daddy issues.

Aug 22, 2022

daddy issues.

it's 11pm not film this fucking again now and drink red bull racing it won't be easy to find again shows of course knows a lot write read come here on my youtube channel to laugh to switch off and have a bad day then available the packed today my day and I'm very happy that I don't have to cut this again because otherwise I would be super league prizes and those are day that would have to be cut you know that there's a mother who we absolutely have to go in and she looks a bit like a dino not here what last year to eat all my clothes reassurance i talked to a moth today to distract from what is actually going to happen now bottom line that it will be a bit more serious the video was clear i had my gags in between my compensations for everything is humor i making this video because i needed this video when i was younger and i knew it was needed had my hope for this video that some young girls would see it and maybe be a bit better protected by me i think it will help some and i think this is a gap on social media that is spoken far too seldom so here i am and help god work no currently doing therapy work for myself here and for one or the other axis many of you have i know myself as denis schecks came about because many have kept telling me when i have the energy like that in my videos or especially when i people have tasted and my style used to be so great baby and I just kept wearing things and I think that's why it somehow came about that people from the GDR kept saying I'm
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also kind of a plan they always had a group of friends that I organize everything, rules and stuff like that and you don't need me now with your 2022 because they send rolls coming because I know it's not like that actually meant that he is it his metaphorical we write attributes how you organize everything is clear everything pays for everything men too it is not politically correct it is not wise of me that I support this pseudonym fuck it howl but that's not the way it is not so love but only relatively obscure the reality of the sheikhs in relation to real daddies is not so funny easy fluffy boys and sad it is that too but has nothing to do with the matter but i would have thought many would write now stop, you're the chance has something to do with it has nothing to do with my producer and i'm my relationship with that's really just about a community at some point it was like

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lessons so okay if i don't have a

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i'll have to do it all myself be and then of course increased now not here and talk about the table is full circle people maybe that's why I also feel responsible that I'll be there with you spread the word that dads are assholes and destroy our psyches there are great ones out there you know you know how you should watch this video if you think everyone is an asshole wants to hurt you encapsulates their feelings and compensates in humor sarcastically to everyone get page welcome to my world talk how to get the dsj and cooks animal advocate maybe just
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got through there never again is this whole thing so mega glorified and also brought forward in the summer which is also important because but the such and such shows very often only romanticized in films but also a chance in art everything possible to tech talks everything will always be this mon chi chi the or winter of the ewz i have the feeling that super the wrong image of dallas and what it actually is on social media also prevails in porn me because I personally now red i effect don't watch any porn poor brothers that has nothing to do with religion but I don't watch any porn when people have heard the real hofen social media about the shot have the wrong image of what it actually is and what actually is with a power i also don't want to do video on professors or psychologists because surprise i'm not there are a lot of scientific and good ones psychological studies, especially gut Freund and kalium, have stimulated a lot to think about in a psychological area on the subject of the ds-family relationship and that's why you can cover the links in the bio that's no longer you know you still don't shakes complete idiots of the millennium we have a lot of personal experience on the subject am also in therapy and treated that together with my therapist although i exchanged a lot observed a lot i am a little bit of an analyst and that is why i would say you can take me seriously please i know things now we come to the segment i mentioned in my notes per personal experience i
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won't tell you now that rushed between me my father clear now you have so personally is now also not paid forever if you paid me too much money for it i would sell my soul now so easy of it now get on with it now it should on the intense channel the whole video was very intense for me that i put it in but in short i broke off contact with my dad when i was 15 the producer actually only makes producers sometimes feel good to me out there every time i get a bite because the held that only implies since the man is in the end was once quite incidentally he is already violent alisa who really only caused me problems was right it took a long time until i showed that he must have given a lot of this crack and that the effects for many people are as i thought i totally underestimated it but it's just the man in my life who is closest to me en stands with my brother, to whom one naturally somehow thinks that we are a person of trust what is now unfortunately it is sometimes not so good if that is your closest men person is us the person from now on all other men relationships also associated the course system with the producer think the first thing we really noticed was because i said okay fact i think i have the dss but i took it very vaguely with humor and didn't take it that seriously was that i always liked older men and girls around me around who had a good field is their date or at least somehow they had in their life found it funny or said my goodness no that's way too old and
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i never understood it i used to be so gentleman why is that a lot too old i thought people exaggerated and we're talking about things like when i was 14 i thought 22 23 or so probably older to be completely honest i knew it socially h seen too old in my head and from my feeling that i'm too old i don't know what if another girl said 13 14 20 is way too old because i'm always like that before and now i'm like that my best friend 20 if he told me he was dating a 14-year-old i would break his nose i would say i drag myself to the police station personally have to completely kid me and that's the part asked about it too it's all asked but i thought it had to do with mine my own maturity that the men are also interested in me because they are older to be fair you have to say that i was also mature as a girl my age i always had a lot of older friends and could very very rarely identify with people of the same age but are such a teenager then like five years, six years, seven years it was blatant when these older men asked my age and I told them how I am and they then said en that doesn't matter then I thought it was something special and actually he would never have anything to do with girls my age but I do because I'm much more mature than other girls and that's how they always communicated it to me up to now a girl of your age is much more mature i have never heard such a sentence so often really you are so mature for your age and then i came to the conclusion the men didn't want
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anything from me even though i was so young they wanted something from me because I was like that and when I realized it made me sick when I look back now at the men I had no sex with I had sex super late last time and I just had kissing moderately making out moderately which is still great everyday when I so consider these age limits there were people there were loosely ten years between when i was about 15 14 looking back are men who really mock you and who tekken and have an eye for it a normal thinking a sane thinking man would say you are too young you are too vulnerable you obviously have problems i'll go back because i can't seriously traumatize very briefly if you're in such a situation people think about why these grown men and that's what i always thought thought super wrong and stupid but were also fully manipulated by these men why don't they have anything to do with women of the same age why have nothing to do with women who are that age because they are fucking lusa in their pension fund and don't get girls they are always these men who do so much grab younger girls because they can just hold them in their hands and because they can’t pole girls their age because they’re either superdome super the users are or just disgusting and girls their age check who is just these are these guys they then on many go because they have the chance because these younger girls don't understand it yet they don't have any e standards they don't know what they want they don't
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know what red flags are in men and what they don't they're happy when you approach them with mars and especially girls like me used to have a struggle to put it bluntly when they hit puberty starts a lot and that is my next point then looking for confirmation from men i started when i was 13 14 so when i suddenly hit puberty you looked like 17 at 17 i have my main confirmation and my appreciation in men wanted when older men and things like that that looked at me appealed to me then i felt super good and thought that's really cool and blatant and the more of it you get that you feel better in that case more like that man there is more power over you and the text doesn't last in the age through this immense search for confirmation there is also a side aspect that I wasn't aware of for a long time I was like that when I was 13 14 in relation to men because I was on this search for constant over mega over sexualized and always wanted to look much older be much older things older girls do I always have sex and even really sexual things for me such a boundary was drawn it could have gone differently so there were enough situations that weren't as self-sufficient as i brought myself to be and i'm just glad that i still got the curve before something so blatantly sexual could happen and i didn't have this sexual connection in my head at the time with the developer it's that you only see yourself as an object that men should look at should lower it was much older or much more mature
it was made out for the first time i think i was 12 i turned 13 then or left solos I had something with a 20 year old when I was 13 and I mean by what have I really mean to do like that but I don't know what the others do either a pillow and something digital of course asks how it went he was super pushy he tried more and more i had to block the whole time no more no more no more with 13 league i just assumed the course and that was it this step for me very much we're kissing now i was super naive i didn't think that a guy with dolls wanted when we kiss i didn't see this connection how are you supposed to be up to 13 nobody says he's clear if we just kiss in some separate room why should you think why sentence we have sex i'm still 13 only 13 year olds go in a separate room with 21 wrestles and kisses him already told you that they started partying very early and all that shit that went with it had a little bit that i with my older girlfriend then there was always somewhere clubs outside are you outside parks airparks no bars that is a phase that lasts to two years about 13 14 15 i took a break from everything had such a make-up my roof more dk that just kinda fucked everything up and that kind of not normal i booked it back to the last 28 it's always true because not these experiences with men traumatized me in the sense that i then super the disturbed connection to sex sexuality had had had a very physical connection to sexuality simply absolutely disturbed because the idea
of ​​intimacy that you have and then some older men who tell you you are something special no idea old-age pension men you are had 13 14 and then I had a super long time no body at all nothing at all I also developed a problem what body covered comes that I couldn't be touched so I just always got super nervous it's still so partly I'm really not a big fan of body contact i never had anything sober with guys until i had my boyfriend my first at 18 i only ever had b it wasn't open with guys then i wasn't in it so when i had that at some point i don't have that many types now i had dated two guys with mine she only had sofas under when the date people i had to go shopping together had to because it cannot be completely abolished
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