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Leah Weigand - Ungepflegt

Jan 06, 2023

Leah Weigand - Ungepflegt

Yeah, it's me again, I'm not just an amateur poet, I'm actually a nurse, too, or someone else is a nurse, or someone's glad they don't have to do the work, yeah, if I stop in conversation, then there's usually a response and that's awesome you work in nursing so i couldn't make it ok yea there are weekend shifts and work from home shifts and flex time is quite unusual I get pinched and spit on and spit on I sometimes get vomited right away I squirm and squirm despite all my knowledge of kinesthetics I've already had many with this hand Suppository pushed and sometimes everything stinks we are bullied by first name and mercilessly exploited not just once I wish the day would never have started.
leah weigand   ungepflegt
We are at the bottom of the food chain because the clinic structure can still be like a barracks when our roommates go home. All night at the hospital, we're understaffed and underpaid, so frugality was talked about and applauded from bare federal balconies. I already have 100. I held hands that were years old and touched legendary skins. I looked at the light faces and grateful eyes. I saw the last scenes of great people and they allowed me to take the first steps with the little ones. Sometimes I heard the first cry of life and sometimes I was there with the last breath.
leah weigand   ungepflegt
I saw how people healed inside and out and was able to win battles against disease with them. I looked inside the body. I saw a beating heart. I was fascinated. because of the foundation and how it all works some days get so brutal and stay with me forever some moments i get it to reshape my brain cause i'm learning to be more ne that people always will be and they've all been imprinted and that every person on earth carries some kind of package. to scan people in the three plane view from cranial to caudal from ventral to dorsal and also with pupillary light I am learning to look closely starting with the eyebrows down to the calves and sometimes even behind the most powerful facades I can tell my name right because reintroducing myself every day I am learning not to take everything personally and I know that sometimes there is a sense of humor I am learning to express my opinion and that I find important my observation that the chief physician is not a god and is not fallible yes I do I am learning a little what it is to be human because even a body already falls apart and the organs are diminished, one loses attitude and convention and all the power of the moment, one also goes crazy in the past and chronically or irremediably from the therapy or from the desire to live and it goes like courtesy character and all ability is also lost even though speaking moves and memory goes so that the human being remains in everything and because I learned everything that which hardly wants itself no I don't want me to have to forget I don't want my sighted eyes to be stolen by the pressure of time and I don't want my sympathetic ears to be turned deaf by understaffing I want to be able to think with my brain and not change outside by touching boxes I want to feel with my heart and not get stunned with anger it is my responsibility I am always aware of where carelessness leads and sometimes I don't feel like it because my patients never feel it, but while you think that I am cleaning my butt and making my own bed and going to the doctor, I won't be able to do it, I'll make mistakes and overlook things.
leah weigand   ungepflegt
I will mix medicines by mistake and most of all I will. I have to act against my conscience because we're sewn up and it doesn't get better and every nurse she leaves opens the hole even bigger everyone knows that and nothing happens and so I keep losing humanity and wondering what I still have to do. come to breastfeed it's not sexy and the care is not feminine the care is not just for charity because I can't pay my rent with it the care is existential and also great care in general and demanding you say you can't do it I don't say it's So
leah weigand   ungepflegt
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