So geht es mir wirklich…
hello friends and welcome to a little Q&A video I know I uploaded the last video for a long time but today videos are coming again and yes I answer questions that I was asked on instagram so let's start with question number one the first question from russianer
geht du to gamescom yes i will go to gamescom but i dont know exactly where i will be when so just follow me on instagram so i want to put my stories when i will be where next question good pics do you have any regrets? posted on social networks, how is the friendship between you and why would you say that our friendship is like this? busy and that's why it's kind of stupid that's why I'm thinking if I'll be around ju and Griessozial just with that others can do what you think would be a good idea or not let me know in the comments yes are you still doing your challenge Physical conditioning?
You are still active. Unfortunately not as active as I did on the fitness challenge. The problem is or there are several. problems are injuries health things this and that I will definitely go into more detail later but there are many reasons why I am not actively following Elias asks what your sexuality is I will say in general how curious it seems to me that a man can try it with a boy , maybe I like it, maybe I don't like it, it never has, I don't know, I'm open to everything, so any question you ask is really weird, okay, laurin asks how many sex toys do you have, laurin, I don't think so. so i have something to do with it ok i'm not at all i have to get back to you yeah you really have to be on my neck i miss your hands ok. oh, maybe a little too, what's your worst habit?
Finn asks, my perfectionism, I am always, no matter when, no matter where, dead and satisfied with myself and what I post on Youtube, that's why there are often fewer videos just because I'm not. satisfied with that Mikey asks where would you like to be now I think I would like to be on an island on an island like this with a beautiful beach a very pretty blue more I would like to ask Lemp if you still have goals in life yes very many many goals, but until you have achieved or achieve them, it will definitely take a long time. what they are to me I won't reveal it because if you do, it's stupid. bright hair what colors would you be little I think it was white back then or would it be light blue I don't think another color would fit more you know or light blue Justus orders pizza with or without pineapple ok now some will argue here ok but I'm from the pizza team with pineapple ok pizza hawaii that sucks oh thanks thats not gimpelzahn ananasa henry jo ask how much money would you take ask your aunt so its not me for me so i guess the thing is i dont want to sell myself under who has but i would say which is tens per hour would be fine or i don't know when you have the last time i cried and why i saw yesterday but because i'm sick my eyes are inflamed you can't see now but yesterday or when i go out and i leave this dark room my straight eyes crying all inflamed everything turns red low here i cant see yeah but otherwise i really cried for other reasons too not too long ago opinion on lgbtq and would it be bad for you to be gay yeah death oh my god that it would be so bad but if i was gay woah that would be ugh i don't know if i could live with that, irony yeah that asks if you'll be releasing clothes at some point.
I don't know exactly when and if you want clothes. If I must do something. Be careful. I could now. At first, they will be very bad. the chest is a knitting shape with four letters i ask you if you like trymacs i actually hate trymacs so much i hate him so much he is the worst person in the world why there are no vegetables why there is no weight i don't understand why isn't he listening the radio or music what kind of person is that what kind of questions are these i have this against him hey what do you want to instigate here you are weird the next question is action even from the age of the beatbox taddel in the cell the question is how are you ? because I have read the question several times.
I guess I just have to investigate it now. that's because i posted a story before where i said i really don't feel well and i want therapy, that's why a lot of people have asked me how i'm doing and that's why i'm trying to answer as best as i can. I can, even if it's not easy and yes, I think a lot of people always think that I'm always doing great and having a lot of fun, which in the videos always looks like I somehow did. the best life in the world but if i don't it's mostly like this you can see it in the end physically i'm fine right now i definitely felt better unfortunately i gained weight and had a lot of injuries a lot of illnesses i was me i have never lived sick so often but today I don't even know if I sound healthy.
I don't sound healthy in the last few days because I am deathly ill. the question i asked i don't think it is related to the physical but to the mental and finding your specific answer AC is not as easy as i thought when i took the screenshot of the question the thing is i would say i can i don't do it well i think i it hasn't been that good for a long time no matter what i try to do no matter what i just can't do it somehow i lack the motivation for one i'm not motivated i can't do anything when you watch my channels i'm hardly allowed to upload it actually it's not hard to make a video depending on what kind of channel three channels is really easy but since for example it's not possible to upload it anymore I know I can not stream it s I don't do candy I don't do stories I've barely been doing it for weeks for months it just doesn't work this video here I try to record it 6 or 7 times I'm dissatisfied with myself every time I deleted the recordings so many times just because I don't think it's the right thing to do good enough so i tell myself a head every time its not good enough i dont like it then you wont like it either this thinking is so stupid i seldom post stories just because i think im not good enough i dont know why what and also in the first I can try to be the best the best the best which is also completely stupid why I try to be completely no no matter the life situation it can also be just eat I go eat with friends we all sit down to the table and I do everything possible and as quickly as possible to find out why, what I have there, why I am like this, I don't know.
How can I get out of this Thoughts that I always have about wanting to be one of the best, why did I have glue with dad and a letter, and after talking a bit, Platte told me, for example, why do you want to be complete? Why? Why? I don't know, I know therapy before, no, I had to go there before, yes, Dragon asks if you have a rude project in the near future, yes, I had also recorded a lot of rude things in the past few weeks for the first channel that I had planned. a video and almost finished it sounds stupid i spent 15000€ on the video and yet it wont be easy it didnt work it just doesnt work then we want now egypt recently i tried there 24 hours in the desert time why we were also more than 40 hours in the desert, but if there will be a video now, I am too dissatisfied and do not like to upload these videos, but although we still have very, very blatant videos in the future, for example, we have planned a ten-part video, I can't say exactly what it is that still, but then we'll wait for one person to finish it, then we'll try to address that, that's the way it will be anyway, there's a lot of great cheeky videos that cost me a lot of money and I don't know exactly how long I'll be able to keep going, but the problem is that I still have no hair for the second third, so it is very difficult to smile, he asks why it is no longer a gaming chair but a normal one actually this is not a normal chair this is a chair i think that's what they call it and they fit the back better than any dirty gaming chair because gaming chairs aren't as good at back action as a chair like this one here would but these chairs cost a lot so physically I would highly recommend at any price. this time just a deadly expensive shipping would you like to have kids one day two young girls that would be great how many likes would you order a nurse costume tim what kind of question do you have 15,000 since 20 17,500 likes ok yes 16,500 likes order me I'm a nurse costume why do you want that?
Why do you always want me to see a costume? Sometimes you are so weird. Why did you have braces as a child? I think I have braces and now I even wear one of these baseline invisible things overnight all three always have it overnight so the teeth usually stay straight and don't come back or something. Nicki asks: Are they in a meeting? believe? I was thinking if I have 2 million subscribers I should do a big meet and greet but I'm not quite sure yet but if she thinks it's a good idea then please comment if you want if you want to meet Creed Aggress then you're done in a german streamer streamer yes leonie i've been dancing in a streamer yes what does a streamer mean she was more than me i don't want to get into the frying pan again i was not wrong i will i won't say anything this time i won't say anything you don't know your part la People think I won't say anything about it okay I have Now again if your life were a book what title would it have?
I think my book would be called the broken angel. Do you have or will you open a post office box in Germany? Yeah, I probably will as soon as I live here properly. to move here beforehand or I already have an apartment, I'll probably open it and then I'll share it, then we'll do the same if you want the next question of where to find when are you going to hike with paluten paluten when we finally go hiking I'll see you on days au f the gamescom i ask you what ok robert asks have you subscribed to all the mexi channels have you subscribed to the first three channels hm if not do it now yes sakuya asks the worst time you ever struggled with mental health and how did you It was I think it was the worst time I had when the corona was extremely high, the curfew in Madeira was 5:30 p.m. she broke up but she just started posting me.
I was no longer able to communicate with her. She won't even have a stress or an argument. It was easy. She just left. She was completely gone. I didn't help to write everything I didn't help I just got dumped from one day to the next I didn't understand the world anymore I was everything I was completely alone for months at the time even though I was streaming and I completed the fitness challenge completely but I felt so so so damn shit i have them in bed almost every night today because you didn't notice anything because it was my goal that you didn't hear about it because i didn't want you to worry about it but how did it manage to come out ? you could fly again which i then visited from pino and then i dont know on my own anymore and then it slowly went uphill again and yeah then i managed to get out of the worst phase of my life yeah ok guys thats it . the Q&A video I hope you liked it if you let it go Thumbs up and definitely subscribe to the channel for more videos because maybe yours will have one or the other Ren Day again a new video and yes please comment new questions I have to answer in the next Q&A video, we'll see you, so I really love you and hope to see you at gamescom or something.